Sitting in a hotel in Corpus Christie, Texas with construction going above my room probably isn't the best situation to re-debut my blogging, but I'm already set in motion.
Lately (in the last year and a half of no blogging) I've seem to have acquired a few traits of which I'm not proud of. One being the lack of keeping up with my friends. I'm gone quite often, and I'd like to say it's more than I'd like, but I am subconsciously thankful for a job that allows me time on the road, even if it is slightly unfavorable places. Suffice it to say it quells something inside me that I was born with, the inability to keep still. With that I have unraveled ties with friends and have used my job as a sort of scapegoat for me being an inefficient friend. There are a select few that have realized this is how I have become, or rather what I like to say, evolved. Call it narcissistic, but I enjoy the fact that I can't stay in one spot and have to keep on keeping on. I'm thankful for those of you who still keep tabs on me and call me friend. I'm very glad that I don't understand people who live in the same town their entire lives and marry their highschool sweetheart. Without getting to off track, as I often do, this my friends is both an apology and a self realization of what I've become. This new blog is a medicine, because for me, writing will always being the equivalent of running a "self-diagnosis."
As The Dude would say, "Certain shit has come to light man."
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